Long time comin'

Oh, why, hello dears.

Whomever you may be that might actually read my nonsensical blathering.

I had pretty much forgotten about this blog, I believe when I last posted was while we were house hunting? Since then, with moving into our own home and being pregnant; now having another child I got a bit distracted from this space.


Life has certainly had its ups and downs here in my little world. Though, I am seeing clearer than usual at the moment with the plight of those in much more devastating circumstances. Battles in the middle east, wars again those of differing religion. I cannot imagine being some where war torn, or perhaps I can 'imagine' what it's like. But I am not being tortured and murdered here, for my beliefs (or lack there of, if you assume I should/have to believe the same as you). I haven't tossed my dying children from mountains, to keep them out of the brutal hands of those who pursue me.
  My hear just aches. I pray. I read. I post. I pray. Lord, what can be done? Sitting in my comfortable suburbia, doing little to nothing to help or know my personal neighbors.. and yet wanting to reach out to the obviously suffering so far from my grasp.

'Hypocrite.'

'He who is faithful in little will be faithful in much'

Things as such float around my mind.

So much clarity, in comparison to such great tragedy to my feeling very trivial issues. Yet, God still has time for my plight, however insignificant it may seemingly be.

  There is so much work to be done in this world, and a significant lot of work to be done in me, too. I hope, and pray that I actually put into action these hopes, that I can bring positive influence to somewhere.. to someone outside of myself and my little world.

/selfreflect