Because I'm not sleeping.

I'm just gonna say hi.

I don't have anything inspiring or motivating to say right now...

hopefully when it really counts I will.


Tonight I watched Fireproof with some really awesome people.

and I just felt like I was re-informed on how human we are.

How we can be hurt and hurt others without even knowing it.

Especially that there's always someone who is going through or has been through the same thing as you have, and you might never find out. Though, All this time.. you've been standing right next to them or talking to them at least once a week. You passed them at the store, maybe you don't even know their name.

We're so selfish and self promoting.

Even when we're doing something to help someone it seems like (well, for me so I'm not stereotyping everyone) really in the back of our minds, we've done it to make ourselves feel good.


OR something happens.. and you really don't want to do something coz you don't want to 'man up' and hurt someone.. or I dunno how to explain it.

But I guess sometimes you just gotta go through suckishness and know that God's got it in His hands and try not to worry and just be prayerful on it..


Oh, life.


Going through the fire to be refined... hmm.