Yeah, I haven't bloggered (? ha) in a while./
and i kind of just feel like typing out a bunch of nonsense because I can.
I feel... slightly rantish.

Dunno why either.

Blah. Lack of inspiration.

But I'm so blessed!! I'm sure I could think of something smart to type out if I felt super compelled. But over achiever, I am not.

Though, I have this awwweeeesssoooommeee friend whom I like to call 'Taterkin' because said friend doesn't like it. (muahaha! Dunno if you'll read this.. but whatever.) Very inspiring and motivating person. As well as a lot of other things.

P:

I'm really thirsty right now and I also don't know why. Dehydration? Could be.

I also feel insanely distant from people. Why? That's what I wanna know. Maybe I'm just tired. Or being overly emotional,.... sounds like a girlish thing to do. Lame.

You know what. I should just take the focus off of myself and put it onto God and others. Yes. Okay, so that is what I'm going to be working on. If I feel 'bored' and am about to do something dumb like be online playing games for 45 hours, (not really that many hours. and usually when I'm online it's for a very amazing reason. If you read the above and felt at all offended by my internet comment, it has NOTHING to do with you. When I'm online talking to people it's never a waste, in my opinion.) I'll try and remind myself to pray some more or read my bible or maybe call up a friend I haven't talked to in a long time.

Basically. This is a rant by me to me.

I need work. I need more focus. I need more Jesus in my day.


I feel way better now after all this typing. Maybe some sleep soon will help even more; after I get good focus, or course.


If you read this. I'm very.. very sorry. You must be bored [;

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Twilight: The Moon's goodnight kiss to The Sunshine.
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Chances are you never gave
Happiness a second thought;
Everyone will stop and say
Lose your way in everything.
Sidetracked by lies and smiles
Is this the real way to live your life?
Everything is worth a question.
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Fading color; Glittering lights
Underneath your Twilight Skies.

After the Moon Kissed the Day Goodnight.

Bid farewell to the days sorrows;
Forget the yesterday tomorrow.