Ponderin

I AM SO BLESSED.

I was born blessed.

Today I just thought about everything I'm surrounded by, how much do I really take for granted?

Everything.

I've already been given so much that I don't appreciate, yet I ask for more?

I doubt I'm ever really thankful.

That needs to change.

Along with how I view... everything, and my attitude.

Dude(/ette), I just wanna grow a little more. Change a little bit...

(Alright, so I'm using my blog to rant)

and hopefully that little bit.. will turn into more.

AND perhaps I'll figure out what I'm suppose to be doing with myself.

Maybe... I should stop stressing about that and give life more of an 'adventure' view.

Without being stupid, how ever that works.

If you've figured out how to not be stupid, please get a hold of me.

Then beat it into the thick walls of my skull so it can soak into my brain... ?

Scary.


John 16:33

33"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."


^I think I need to absorb that verse some more.

I think... that I need to absorb Jesus A LOT more as well.


Maybe I need to learn to stop thinking... and put some more action into my life.

*sigh*

Thanks for reading, and if not... it was still good to ramble!

<333

Because I'm not sleeping.

I'm just gonna say hi.

I don't have anything inspiring or motivating to say right now...

hopefully when it really counts I will.


Tonight I watched Fireproof with some really awesome people.

and I just felt like I was re-informed on how human we are.

How we can be hurt and hurt others without even knowing it.

Especially that there's always someone who is going through or has been through the same thing as you have, and you might never find out. Though, All this time.. you've been standing right next to them or talking to them at least once a week. You passed them at the store, maybe you don't even know their name.

We're so selfish and self promoting.

Even when we're doing something to help someone it seems like (well, for me so I'm not stereotyping everyone) really in the back of our minds, we've done it to make ourselves feel good.


OR something happens.. and you really don't want to do something coz you don't want to 'man up' and hurt someone.. or I dunno how to explain it.

But I guess sometimes you just gotta go through suckishness and know that God's got it in His hands and try not to worry and just be prayerful on it..


Oh, life.


Going through the fire to be refined... hmm.

Living with my friend Proverbs.

Okay, Good afternoon everyone.

(It's silly to me that I've had 81 views and no comments?!?! *faints* just kidding)


So, I've been reading Proverbs lately, which has been helping me be less frustrated. It seems like whenever a new problem developed, there's a verse to match.

For example:

Dealing with people who give advice but won't take it. (Yes, everyone does have their moments, don't kid yourself)
"Pride leads to arguments, be humble, take advice, and become wise." -Proverbs 13:10

Basically in every chapter of Proverbs I've been able to apply at least one verse to my life.

Like, beings frustrated with myself and with people and having no clue how to handle the situation.
"We can make plans, but the final outcome is in God's hands."-Proverbs 16:1
Comforting and scary at the same time.. yes? :]


ha, Anyways.. Proverbs has been insanely epic for me right now :]
And I want to post a gazillion verses.. but it'll be more helpful if you'd read it for yourself.

But, because I can.. I'll leave you with a couple more of my favorites so far.

"Kindness makes a man attractive, and it is better to be poor then dishonest."- Proverbs 19:22

"Since the Lord is directing our steps, why try to understand everything that happens along the way?"-Proverbs 20:24

"A wise man is mightier then a strong man, Wisdom is mightier then strength."- Proverbs 24:5


Thanks for reading! (I love you all <3 )

Heyo!

Soo, I decided maybe I should blog a little today... because I like never do.

Anyways, I watched LOST last night. MAN! How confusing is that show, But I can't help but love it to pieces.

This season has reminded me why Hurley was my favorite character last season: "You know, maybe if you ate more comfort food, you wouldn't go around shooting people."

Feel free to correct me on the quote if you feel there are errors.

Not that you actually read this.

Hah.

I'm going to work today! :) I work with AASB. If you don't know what that is... I probably maybe should tell you? I dunno.

I'm going to stuff some envelopes with information for different school districts throughout Alaska.

Yessir!

Soooo, Yes.

I'm kind of stoked for today because it's sunny! And I need to get ready for work.
And if your curious as to why I'm going to work at 1pm on a school day, it's because I can.
(Homeschooler)


Later my Peoples!

If I have any... :/