Photography

Yup.

I like to take random pictures [:

It's one of my very few hobbies that I actually practice...

Maybe I'll post more later

Yeah, I haven't bloggered (? ha) in a while./
and i kind of just feel like typing out a bunch of nonsense because I can.
I feel... slightly rantish.

Dunno why either.

Blah. Lack of inspiration.

But I'm so blessed!! I'm sure I could think of something smart to type out if I felt super compelled. But over achiever, I am not.

Though, I have this awwweeeesssoooommeee friend whom I like to call 'Taterkin' because said friend doesn't like it. (muahaha! Dunno if you'll read this.. but whatever.) Very inspiring and motivating person. As well as a lot of other things.

P:

I'm really thirsty right now and I also don't know why. Dehydration? Could be.

I also feel insanely distant from people. Why? That's what I wanna know. Maybe I'm just tired. Or being overly emotional,.... sounds like a girlish thing to do. Lame.

You know what. I should just take the focus off of myself and put it onto God and others. Yes. Okay, so that is what I'm going to be working on. If I feel 'bored' and am about to do something dumb like be online playing games for 45 hours, (not really that many hours. and usually when I'm online it's for a very amazing reason. If you read the above and felt at all offended by my internet comment, it has NOTHING to do with you. When I'm online talking to people it's never a waste, in my opinion.) I'll try and remind myself to pray some more or read my bible or maybe call up a friend I haven't talked to in a long time.

Basically. This is a rant by me to me.

I need work. I need more focus. I need more Jesus in my day.


I feel way better now after all this typing. Maybe some sleep soon will help even more; after I get good focus, or course.


If you read this. I'm very.. very sorry. You must be bored [;

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Twilight: The Moon's goodnight kiss to The Sunshine.
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Chances are you never gave
Happiness a second thought;
Everyone will stop and say
Lose your way in everything.
Sidetracked by lies and smiles
Is this the real way to live your life?
Everything is worth a question.
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Fading color; Glittering lights
Underneath your Twilight Skies.

After the Moon Kissed the Day Goodnight.

Bid farewell to the days sorrows;
Forget the yesterday tomorrow.

Dr. John Bosman (at g//z - Beginning of End|Strong)

SpiritWind

I feel like blogging about this just in case I lose my notebook.
I should probably do this more often.
Basically, a friend and I had a discussion on part of this on the same day Dr. Bosman would talk on it.

Here are my notes off of John's talk:

God wanted you to be here, he needs you to be here for a purpose.

[[People are like Snowflakes, not One is the Same]]

"You are YOU for a reason. Never ever try to be somebody else."

You make the decision to be a failure or a success, your parents and your peers don't decide for you.

How do I live my life to End Strong? 5 ways that will help you to end your life strong:

1) It starts with a goal. Focusing on the Call of God. Develop a purpose, what is your purpose? Whatever stirs your passion determines your purpose/calling.[Do you feel pulled to a certain place or a particular people? Do you feel sadness or anger towards something?] Mind in the beginning what matters at the end. [How will your choice effect certain goals in your life? Make the right choice now.]


2)Determine where you are and live your life committed to your dream/goal. [Reference to Alice in Wonderland: When Alice speaks to the Cheshire Cat and he tells her she can't know where she's going until she knows where she's at.]


3) Aim your life like an arrow. FOCUS. Learn to focus on your determined destiny. [Like a camera, focus on your goal and the rest fades out]
Find a subject and decide to focus on one thing. If you'll spend an extra hour everyday on the subject you choose, you'll become an expert in that field in five years or less.


4) Choose your relationships carefully. [Mind in the beginning what matters at the end [; ] Our God is a God of new beginnings.


5) Make God the top priority of your life. [Putting your main focus on God is going to help you find what you're looking for. He helps everything fall into place]

Psalm 119: 9-16

9 How can a young man cleanse his way?
By taking heed according to Your word.
10 With my whole heart I have sought You;
Oh, let me not wander from Your commandments!
11 Your word I have hidden in my heart,
That I might not sin against You.
12 Blessed are You, O LORD!
Teach me Your statutes.
13 With my lips I have declared
All the judgments of Your mouth.
14 I have rejoiced in the way of Your testimonies,
As much as in all riches.
15 I will meditate on Your precepts,
And contemplate Your ways.
16 I will delight myself in Your statutes;
I will not forget Your word.

Ponderin

I AM SO BLESSED.

I was born blessed.

Today I just thought about everything I'm surrounded by, how much do I really take for granted?

Everything.

I've already been given so much that I don't appreciate, yet I ask for more?

I doubt I'm ever really thankful.

That needs to change.

Along with how I view... everything, and my attitude.

Dude(/ette), I just wanna grow a little more. Change a little bit...

(Alright, so I'm using my blog to rant)

and hopefully that little bit.. will turn into more.

AND perhaps I'll figure out what I'm suppose to be doing with myself.

Maybe... I should stop stressing about that and give life more of an 'adventure' view.

Without being stupid, how ever that works.

If you've figured out how to not be stupid, please get a hold of me.

Then beat it into the thick walls of my skull so it can soak into my brain... ?

Scary.


John 16:33

33"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."


^I think I need to absorb that verse some more.

I think... that I need to absorb Jesus A LOT more as well.


Maybe I need to learn to stop thinking... and put some more action into my life.

*sigh*

Thanks for reading, and if not... it was still good to ramble!

<333

Because I'm not sleeping.

I'm just gonna say hi.

I don't have anything inspiring or motivating to say right now...

hopefully when it really counts I will.


Tonight I watched Fireproof with some really awesome people.

and I just felt like I was re-informed on how human we are.

How we can be hurt and hurt others without even knowing it.

Especially that there's always someone who is going through or has been through the same thing as you have, and you might never find out. Though, All this time.. you've been standing right next to them or talking to them at least once a week. You passed them at the store, maybe you don't even know their name.

We're so selfish and self promoting.

Even when we're doing something to help someone it seems like (well, for me so I'm not stereotyping everyone) really in the back of our minds, we've done it to make ourselves feel good.


OR something happens.. and you really don't want to do something coz you don't want to 'man up' and hurt someone.. or I dunno how to explain it.

But I guess sometimes you just gotta go through suckishness and know that God's got it in His hands and try not to worry and just be prayerful on it..


Oh, life.


Going through the fire to be refined... hmm.

Living with my friend Proverbs.

Okay, Good afternoon everyone.

(It's silly to me that I've had 81 views and no comments?!?! *faints* just kidding)


So, I've been reading Proverbs lately, which has been helping me be less frustrated. It seems like whenever a new problem developed, there's a verse to match.

For example:

Dealing with people who give advice but won't take it. (Yes, everyone does have their moments, don't kid yourself)
"Pride leads to arguments, be humble, take advice, and become wise." -Proverbs 13:10

Basically in every chapter of Proverbs I've been able to apply at least one verse to my life.

Like, beings frustrated with myself and with people and having no clue how to handle the situation.
"We can make plans, but the final outcome is in God's hands."-Proverbs 16:1
Comforting and scary at the same time.. yes? :]


ha, Anyways.. Proverbs has been insanely epic for me right now :]
And I want to post a gazillion verses.. but it'll be more helpful if you'd read it for yourself.

But, because I can.. I'll leave you with a couple more of my favorites so far.

"Kindness makes a man attractive, and it is better to be poor then dishonest."- Proverbs 19:22

"Since the Lord is directing our steps, why try to understand everything that happens along the way?"-Proverbs 20:24

"A wise man is mightier then a strong man, Wisdom is mightier then strength."- Proverbs 24:5


Thanks for reading! (I love you all <3 )

Heyo!

Soo, I decided maybe I should blog a little today... because I like never do.

Anyways, I watched LOST last night. MAN! How confusing is that show, But I can't help but love it to pieces.

This season has reminded me why Hurley was my favorite character last season: "You know, maybe if you ate more comfort food, you wouldn't go around shooting people."

Feel free to correct me on the quote if you feel there are errors.

Not that you actually read this.

Hah.

I'm going to work today! :) I work with AASB. If you don't know what that is... I probably maybe should tell you? I dunno.

I'm going to stuff some envelopes with information for different school districts throughout Alaska.

Yessir!

Soooo, Yes.

I'm kind of stoked for today because it's sunny! And I need to get ready for work.
And if your curious as to why I'm going to work at 1pm on a school day, it's because I can.
(Homeschooler)


Later my Peoples!

If I have any... :/